How to go from happy to heartbroken in 27 panels.
I don’t know why but today i feel alone… i just had the sudden realization that i haven’t talked to or seen my friends in a really long time. Im usually distracted by schoolwork or Drumming but lately schools been easy and i Disassembled my kit to clean it and tune it so it hasn’t been set up for a couple weeks. Even the new job that i got doesn’t distract me like i thought it would.
I can’t figure out why i feel this way since I’ve been a loner for all my life but i guess once you find friends and companionship you realize being alone was never a way to live in the first place. And now with my birthday coming up in a few days I’m going to get an influx of birthday wishes from my “Friends” and then the next day ill be as forgotten as today or tomorrow.
If someone would just let me know i crossed their minds even for just a second i would feel appreciated sadly the only person that does is my Ex and thats not a path that i want to go down. I know ill figure something out to cheer myself up but it just goes to show that nobody can be happy all the time not even me the only truly positive person in my household.
well thats it, i just needed to tell someone so i can move on from this feeling plus… its a good procrastination from writing an English paper. If anybody reads this at all I just want to state that I am not normally like this but more of an upbeat, random and adaptable person. Alright Thanks
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